Tuesday, November 24, 2009: I F-ING LURVE YEA<3

I never thought you would effect my life in such manner,
Not thinking about you is hard and knowing you're fine makes me feel ease.
Fighting and arguing with you amuses me but I soon realized it makes me weaker'
And now I'm often doubting myself if we will last and keep peace.
Life is full of emotions that i see,hear and feel,
At times i just react towards it not knowing what I'm doing or seeing.
You end up being pissed and annoyed but still,
You always stayed and never gave up on me.
To me nobody can reach a perfect level,
But you wanted to change,make me happy and promised not to ever hurt me.
I don't believe in promises however changes you slowly made,
Though you always felt insecure with me
Once upon a time I told myself many things about getting into a relationship,
Honestly when we first met, you never made my list of crushes.
Fortunately after many disagreements I decided to gather my gumption to give it a try,
I never regretted my decision baby:)
You once told me,
Everything will be okay in the end,
If its not okay,
Its not the end.
<3>
xoxoxo
REG:)