Crazee Rayan

Curling your hair with a flat iron:)

2010-06-30T08:11:00.000-07:00

* loving lime sorbet and yogurt

Hye ya..

Curling your hair with a flat iron sounds impossible but trust me it works so much more faster compared to a curling iron.

I knew about this fun fact a few months back.I went to Kl for my cousin's wedding and decided to just blow dry my frizzy hair.The regular stuff.However, the studio stylist was ever so kind and friendly to have me try curling my hair with a flat iron for free.Prob i had a halo on..haha..so i didnt mind trying something new plus she was using Schwarzkopf.

The final result was a bit of a suprise to me because im so used to either wavy or straight but the remarks were positive.haha..She said i look like a doll.aww..Ok enough about me.Now i would love to share this with my lovelieess..its easy and it looks young:)

xoxoxo
REG:)

Naughty Curls with Julie G

Sexay prints that make you ROAR!!!!!

2010-06-24T08:54:00.000-07:00

Loving the smell of Roses and Lavender*

Why is it that i see many people wearing animal prints and i found lots of em during window shopping..I have a strong feeling that currently this is the trend..especially leopard prints.. Leopard print clothing is a fashion trend that has steadily grown this summer, and will continue to be prominent through the autumn and winter. One way that the animal print trend is developing is that it now includes other animal skins, for example, zebra, cheetah, ocelot, jaguar, cow, giraffe and tiger.

The secret of wearing an animal based pattern fashion trend successfully, is to relate the volume of pattern to your personality.For instance, if your an understated dresser, then probably you should go for prints on accessories like a clutch of scarfs. However if your more to the the bold and daring, you should try wearing a coat or dresses. In my opinion i would minimize my accessories when wearing an animal printed dress or a simple tank top. It would look to messy and there wouldnt be any focus. So best way to accessories yourself is by throwing on either a solid color top and bottom with a printed scarf, a thin waist belt and let your loose. Whereas, if your wearing a dress(halter neck,tube or v-neck) try not to use any long chains instead use a simple loop or dangling earring.Owh and tie your hair up.This way you would know when and how to emphasize the prints

# " Fashion fades, style is eternal"( YSL)
#" Fashion fades, only style remain the same"( coco chanel)
~Similar meaning from different designers.
#" Your trend is your style"

xoxoxo
REG:)

I LOVE FiFi!

2010-06-23T10:16:00.000-07:00

Bleh, it's almost 2am. wth am I doing this for Reggie? Ok let me just edit a little.
Yea my dear bloggie has its makeover..hope you guys like it..coz even if you dont(i dun care:p)hehe..i like it..black background with bright neon colored words that are sweet.haha..So yea..love yea<3

xoxoxo
REG:)

Bangs with Louboutin

2010-06-03T22:54:00.000-07:00

Loveliess

I noticed that the "in" thing right now with hairstyles are Bangs.I know its not some latest Rihanna cut but this classic fringe is everywhere. It is cut fairly straight at or above the eyebrows, but fringes can also be ragged or ruffled, spiked up with hair gel, swept to one side or the other, and sometimes they are cut longer to partially cover the eye.

Ever since I got those Bangs, people either complimented that I looked younger(I am even without it) or they say "Hye my friends just had that hair cut, i think I wanna try but will it look good??"

Trust me ladies just bang on those BANGS! I honestly used to have the perception that it suites the Chinese, Korean or Japanese ethnics compared to me an Indian, but there is nothing wrong in trying something new right. So never be afraid to try something new, maybe for the first time you may not like it but eventually you'll realize that you actually look cuter:)

*As shown from the images above your bangs can be varied from side swept, straight clean with lots of volume cut or a messy cut with lesser volume. For an extra youth touch chop of your long hair maybe into a bob with bangs..awesome.

Now about the louboutins..goshh i love em! Usually these babies are known for their shiny material and red-lacquered soles.These have become a signature design for designer Christian Louboutin who launched his line of high-end woman's shoes in France in 1991(my birth year). Louboutin mainly brought back stilettos to the market. However, these shoes now came in peculiar shapes, sizes, pattern, colours and height i must say. Now almost all celebrities has gotten their hands on one.For instance child-star Miley cyrus, Beyonce, Lady Gaga,Posh Beckham etc

Before you log off or skip to other bloggies..have fun at this wedsite lovelies
~www.christianlouboutin.com

xoxoxo
REG:)

Miss me??

2010-05-29T20:21:00.000-07:00

im backk..

Pheww exams are over and now its just me and my bloggie:)imy dear bloggie.okok..let me summarize what has happened for the past err..months.There were small changes..like i finally felt like i was growing older by the minute(=.=)Yea..Im 19+ nw.I have more responsibilty for example, deciding whr to go and stuff.goshh..basically life has to change but a part of me is dyinh to try experiencing the changes yet part of me is reluctant.Simply cause im afraid.I missed times in convent when i was in college.And now im going to miss college when im goin into Uni life.Im gonna miss my frens esp.Owh bubu and i are fine nw.We fight alot but we still care for each other:)alot*.Bubu has decided to do dentistry,Fiona is off to Sydney by end of Nov for Mass com..and me..hmm i Have firmly decided on my course which is Accountancy but the question is whr??haixx..Depends on situations..hmm.Ohh well thats the sad and confused part of my life.I shall place a full stop,right nw.

..........................................................................................................................................................................
Now the fun part..since my exams are done with..Im job hunting.lol.hmm me and my buds are planning to work at citibank call center(thx to adrian's idea)haha..then we will be going for the Graduation trip..i cant wait..honestly.Will be flying off to Penang,Langkawi and Last stop K.hell.lol..damn cant wait to partayy..owhowhh..and Lali dear will be bringing us to a punjabi club..lol.and best part she's our very own personal bouncer:)So will be safe(i think)..hehe..basically this is my happy side so far.i knw its short.Wait till after the trip..lol

xoxoxo
REG:)

SUPER SOWIE!!

2010-02-28T16:51:00.000-08:00

Dear Readers,

Due to my upcoming final exam, I hardly find time to update my blog.I have so many stuff to share but so little time..huhu..anywayz right after all these xms..i promise to update yea..hahaha..really sorry:)

xoxoxo
REG:)

I wanna be STRONG!

2009-12-30T20:44:00.000-08:00

It’s hard for me to even understand myself at times. Never expected anyone to understand me. Falling in love is so easy but it’s the letting go part that hurts the most. Why?? Despite knowing that you’re constantly going to be hurt or knowing that his fading away in your eyes you still want to hold on, like it’s going to be your last breath. These are all new to me. Repeatedly I tell myself not to end up being that way. By learning from peoples experiences I advised myself. Well I guess everyone has to learn from their own incidents not others. I want to be a strong and courageous woman when I grow up. I don’t want things that hurt me to affect my dreams and aims in life. On the outside I may seem like a cheerful yet tough person nevertheless on the inside I’m still a very soft and sensitive girl. My dad once told me that the world is full of negativity it’s up to you on how your going to accept it. I’ve been going through a lot of failures this year. Never went through such stage in life. It is the beginning of a new chapter though. I once read a wise saying on my class wall back in school that do not except the negative until you have thoroughly explored the positive. I guess I got to embrace life as it is. If its for you, you will have it and if its not You’ll find a better one. Just never give up on anything because that is when you are a failure. I want to be bold, smart and successful. If I don’t give up God doesn’t have a reason not to bless me :P

xoxoxo
Reg:)

SPRING 2010 FASHION TIPS:)

2009-12-29T00:01:00.000-08:00

2010 is right around the corner wondering how to start the year with a whole fresh and new look.No worries, a personal advise from me. Since its going to be the start of Spring 2010, a few fashion labels like Dolce and Gabbana, Emilio Pucci and Aurelio Costarella that will be showcasing their collections at Milan and New York fashion week which includes a few fashion details that has to be noted down.

Starting off with the floral or brightly coloured print dresses.Such dresses are widely used with the vintage or high end fashion waist belt.The waist belt is best suited with spring dresses.Similarly the corset is going big too. High ankled boots and satin wedges are on the go as well as torn or patched denims.

And for some that may mean a slight hair color change. 2010 you are going to see lots of color. The hottest colors will be deeper shades of brown, deep plums, shades of auburn, mahogany, brightbold red,and multicoloured higlights. Bob cuts are long gone.Its back to long or medium length. Hair styles that are mainly in trend are plaits.Hair accessories such as hair band either feathered or with a bow.

xoxoxo

REG:)

IM GOING NUTS FOR LOLLIES=)

2009-12-22T08:11:00.000-08:00

Recently ive been having a fetish for lollipops..

im nt joking..among all those sweet stuff i prefer ice-creams and lollis..nt much of a chocolate person..hahaha

owhh n i do get alil high on sweet stuff and coffee..

well nt to the extend of doin anyting crazee..lol

level of my craziness is despicable:)

xoxoxo

REG:)

dedication to lalita:P

2009-12-22T07:31:00.001-08:00

It all started back whn i was a little kiddo..
Lalitha and i came from the same kindergarden..
As far as i was told, we were very mischievious lil brats..
we skipped mandarin classes and hid in the toilet?lol
Then after that stage of life..
we were spotted in the same primary school..
same bus..dun rmb being in the same class..
so yea we were cool..till that is i shifted house and school..yeaa
and everything stopped thr..untill this year!!
Yea..lallitha a.k.a Lali is back:)woohoo
She is a nice fren..what i knw bout her??hmm..
<3 shopping
<3 working out
<3 complaining bout how big her ass and tighs are..which is cleary nt true!
<3 looking hawt
<3 playing in playgrds
<3 mua:)

Dats it ppl..lali u gt wad u wanted:)

xoxoxo
REG:)

I DUN CARE IF PEOPLE DISLIKE ME

2009-12-05T05:35:00.000-08:00

hye ya..

Wondering wads wit the topic??All of a sudden im reacting towards a topic people rarely react to.Okay reason for it is,that i was born in a world where negativeness will definately occur.As i age im gonna meet various characters.Many might like me and many might despite me.Unfortunately, humans are greatly gifted with a mind that manipulates.That particular person can act like a saint infront and a devil behind.I registered to have a blog because i would want to read n write what i've gone through not to create chaos or invite any.Who reads my blog?? i dont know.Who comments them truthfully i know.Wondering why dont i just put it as private?I dont need to.You see i know there are those that dislike me..too bad i dun give a damn.Im serious.Ive gone thru alotta shyte..so ur opinion on me is ur fucking problem not and never will be mine.So stop being a pussy by using people's name and writing crap.If you have a problem with me or my mum get ur fuck face infront of mine. Best part if you got a problem with me I DONT FUCKING CARE!!!!!

p.s: im not sorry for the vulgarity..it was badly needed=p

xoxoxo

REG:)

Newmoon Soundtrack

2009-11-30T22:07:00.000-08:00

Death Cab For Cuties-Meet Me on The Equinox

Meet me on the Equinox
Meet me half way
When the sun is perched at it's highest peek
In the middle of the day

Let me give my love to you
Let me take your hand
As we walk in the dimming light
Or darling understand

That everything, everything ends
That everything, everything ends

Meet me on your best behavior
Meet me at your worst
For there will be no stone unturned
Or bubble left to burst

Let me lay beside you, Darling
Let me be your man
And let our bodies intertwine
But always understand

That everything, everything ends
That everything, everything ends
That everything, everything, everything ends

A window
An opened tomb
The sun crawls
Across your bedroom
A halo
A waiting room
Your last breaths
Moving through you

As everything, everything ends
As everything, everything ends
As everything, everything, everything
Everything, everything, everything ends

Meet me on the Equinox
Meet me half way
When the sun is perched at it's highest peek
In the middle of the day

Let me give my love to you
Let me take your hand
As we walk in the dimming light
Or darling understand

That everything, everything ends

xoxoxo

REG:)

I F-ING LURVE YEA<3

2009-11-24T02:18:00.000-08:00

I never thought you would effect my life in such manner,

Not thinking about you is hard and knowing you're fine makes me feel ease.

Fighting and arguing with you amuses me but I soon realized it makes me weaker'

And now I'm often doubting myself if we will last and keep peace.

Life is full of emotions that i see,hear and feel,
At times i just react towards it not knowing what I'm doing or seeing.

You end up being pissed and annoyed but still,

You always stayed and never gave up on me.

To me nobody can reach a perfect level,

But you wanted to change,make me happy and promised not to ever hurt me.

I don't believe in promises however changes you slowly made,

Though you always felt insecure with me

Once upon a time I told myself many things about getting into a relationship,

Honestly when we first met, you never made my list of crushes.

Fortunately after many disagreements I decided to gather my gumption to give it a try,

I never regretted my decision baby:)

You once told me,

Everything will be okay in the end,

If its not okay,

Its not the end.

<3>

xoxoxo

REG:)

SUPER SUWIEEE!!!!!!

2009-10-08T19:01:00.000-07:00

hehehe...i knw y do i even need a blog ryte.lol

okie suwie peepzziess

my current status drop dead*tired..haha
i barely have time to even touch the computer keypads..i know its like crime nt to even able to touch your keypads..ok fine maybe i am exaggerating.
The thing is i hv been tremendously spending so much time with my....nope not friends...nt my boyfren?...nahh nt my doggies..i knw its gonna sound a lil outrageous bt i hv been spending at least 24 hours-10 hours for all the eating,pooping..lol and sleeping part, with my MATH and ECONOMICS!!!!!!!its juz dat nowdays my brain wait my brainssss manipulates me which is my brain.haha*crapping(ignore)..so yea basically im manipulating myself to hv a cool off with my bloggie and facebook.huhu..i juz ended my trials yesterday and guess wad i decided to have some mercy on my abadoned blog.hahaha..so after a ll dat crapping juz wanna noe wads up wit my lyf so far ryte?well nothing big.still in my screwed college which is kinda situated in a place call "nowhere"..yea its in jaybee..duhhh?damn it i have like frigggingg 2 assignmnts,2 presentation and 2 math test..huhuhu...n on 30/10 is my FINALZZZZZ..swit ryte.i knw!but apart from all dat:

WE GOTTA LIVE OUR LIVES TO THE FULLEST!!!not:P

xoxoxo
REG:)

p.s:check out my new playlist coz dis song is absofuckinglutely awesome..baila baila by angela via n she's a genius by jet!lol

UNLUCKY WEEKS:(

2009-07-22T03:38:00.000-07:00

faithful readers:)

its so sad to say dat dis past few weeks i have been going through HELL!
1)i lost my accounts text book-had to photostate a new one
2)i broke my retainers!!!-mum was a lil mad bt she bought me pizza later on.
3)pokaiinggg fast
4)I LOST MY MP3!!!!!!!!-damn fuck weii:(
5)i cried like 4 tyms-meaning with tears!
6)Addicted to sumONE-hehe...i had a choice:P
7)moral quiz-tues
8)maths test-wed
9)econs quiz
10)moral finalz-fri

yyyyy????haixx feel so jinxed:(
anyway it happens for a reason..pluz i shud look at de bright side..well im still searching for the light!lol.damn i shud be studying my econs nw:)gotta take my shower 1st..huhu

xoxoxo
REG:)

UPDATED:)

2009-07-12T01:21:00.000-07:00

hye yaaa...

After a long tym i decided to update la..lol.Anyway it has been a week since i started my 2nd sem.Going thru pressure in the first week.Bt thk God im done wit my ticket sale.Finally got to sell it off.Im happy so is everyone esp Kri:).Owhh n nw my dress n mask!i hv yet to buy both.WHR n WHN i dun knw..huhu.Anywy im relieved coz at least i knw im gonna be "happy" on dat day..lol.i wanna dance!i dun cre wad ppl r gonna think:)
Well things are goin on well for nw.Lifes goin on slowly for nw..xactly hw i want it to be.Work is loading up as usual.Everything is fine.So is he:)

xoxoxo
REG:)

HAD A BLAST!!!!!

2009-06-20T06:38:00.000-07:00

Can i rewind time???

I guess nt..huh.Anyway let me share my fun-ness with all u guys.On 20th June 09,ard 11+ i met up with my besstiezz!yea.after a really long time i finally had time to meet em.Met u wit Mel n Alyaa at Cs(mcD).A few minutes later Esther n Harvy came.As usual Raahini forever de latest to arrive!Esther n Harvy gave some screaming on the hp ..lol.It has been ages since i laughed like nothing matters.Everyone kept staring at us like we were escaped munkayss..lol.Dats de fun part!(attention ppl).Owhh n whn we were in mcD waiting for H1N1..we met loads of our convent babes!.We met sze hui,chien han,beverly,n many others(suwie x rmb name).Den as soon as Raahini arrived we went to have lunch in Kenny Roger's.it was nice..nt bad..lol.But unfortunately Raahini n Esthy had stomach ache..hahaha..dun knw why laa.Den alyaa had to leave early coz she had driving lessons..boohoo..But de fun did nt end der.We juz had to cam whore!!woohoooo...we took a few Neo prints..nt enuf..cam slutted wit our cameras n hps..lol.N de best part was...Esthy,Harvy n Me..had xtenxions done!purple..xtensions:)..lol it was nice..hahaha...i had sooooo much fun today!...i misshhh skul soo much!

prob..me N esthy might go to school next fri.Definately will drag mel..anyonw else wanna go???huhu..

xoxoxo

REG:)

IM BACK!!!

2009-06-10T23:28:00.000-07:00

Sorry dear fwenzzies..

Im on my sem break nw..breaks on 27 may till 6 july..woohoo!Irecently went to kl..did some shopping der.Den attended my cuzens wedding..kinda fun?den went to kluang hehehe...frm kluang drove up to port dickson..den frm port dickson to seremban tnh bac to kluang:)so basically i was nt at home..n i knw my frens were missing me badly esp angeline and audrey..lol!Anyways it was fun.Been like ages since i hanged out wit my cuzzies..so yea.OWHH!! n ppl Annual ball is soon..its on 9th August..loads of stuff to do..i need to sell my friggin tickets ppl!!Y izit so hard to buy it frm me?sobX2..anyway if any of u who wants to buy tickets plz plz pretty plishh..its only RM 600 per table(10 person) or RM 70 per student/non-sunway student.These year its all about Masquerade..try getting de mask frm Pelangi/holiday plaza/bugis street/orchard/ebay/kl...if u dun hv enuf cash..its okay..u dun nid to wear a mask..bt too bad u can participate in out Best Mask competition.Prizes are frm Hp to Cameras plus vouchers worth 200 bucks frm top shop/mng/levis..etc..are given as lucky draws.So plz ppl do come only to have fun.And de tickets ur welcomed to get it frm me:)

xoxoxo
REG:)

RELIEVE FROM CONFUSION

2009-05-30T09:19:00.000-07:00

Pheeww finally..

okayhh here it goes..i gt your answer..n it wasnt wad i expected honestly.Bt im happy..haha..coz i duno..laa.k.Bt on top of everything i hate to say dis to u bt im nt ready.Im truly sorry.There are so many reasons why i cant take ur "offer"..lol.Im nt ready,i dun knw hw to handle sumtin like dat,i prefer nt to rush stuff like dis,i wanna knw u more and most important is my bet!Im nt losing it guys...anyway yea we are still frens.No worries..and im also sorry dat i had to decline ur invite to go out...lol..I also hope that i can help in any of ur probs k.By u saying u wanna change nw..is gud.Hopefully u'll do it..hahaha..and about ur friends and stuff.Ermm..it'll take time to realise stuff.I dun knw hw to make it right?I cant force u forgive or forget.U still have a bff..n stop whining bout it!

p.s:Thank u for understanding:)

xoxoxo

REG:)

Wads wrg wit me?or myb its juz u!

2009-05-26T03:16:00.000-07:00

Why say it to me?Are u serious or its juz one of ur games?If its a game..im so nt de player!!!if ur serious??which im 75% sure its nt..Stop getting pissed with ppl..its between u n me!You actually lied to my face!wtf?Whn we met i asked u nicely..yet u answer like ur forced to answer..n u dun have anytin to ask?wads wit dat??anyway tonight u juz have to bloody well answer me dat particular question..coz i wanna knw wad u really think?argghhhh..i feel like jumping...............in a swimming pool!lol..lame i knw..haixx wadeva laa..babiii betol!!

*suwie ppl after a long time blogging i end up blogging sum sad shytee..hahaa..its juz wad i feel nowadays:( owhh yea n my maths was..ermm i think u can figure dat out..ryte?lol!(im still sad inside)

xoxoxo
REG:)

TAGGED IM IT!!!

2009-05-12T23:18:00.000-07:00

1.what are you doing now?
# answering a tag during accounts class..teehee

2.when was the last time u had fast food?
#hmm..yesterday..lol

3.would you spend money on food or clothes?
#ermm of cuz clothess laa...esp skinnies?hehe

4.how much do you love your parents?
# infinity...so muchhhhhhhh

5.who was the last person who called you?
# audreyyy..

6.what would you do to someone you hate very much?
#hmm..hate dem more?

7.how much would you spend to make someone you love happy?
#all dat i have..hahaa..coz one day dey gotta do double..~me very mean..muahahaa

8.what is the last movie you watched?
#hmmm...its been long..wait ar..oh yea HIS JUST NOT SO OVER YOU!

9.who did you watch it with?
#my doggiiieee...sobX2

10.where are you now?
#hehee..comp lab in coll..having acc class

11.what were you doing 7 hours ago?
#had moral class..haizz

12.who are you thinking of?
#sumone dat is nt worth thinking about..sigghhhs*

13.what is the one thing you are regretting now?
#feeling like an ass..whn im nt one..i shud b happy wit maself!!

14.your happiest moment today?
#i finally got an HD for maths!!!yay..

15.what do you think is not sufficient each day?
#time to sleep..hehehee

16.what is the best thing that happened to you last month?
#last month??hmmm..haizxx duno laa

17.do you use maxis,digi,u-mobile or celcom?
# maxis..good coverage laa

18.anywhere you feel like going?
#go cs to hang out wit my bffss

19.who are you thinking of now?
#my minds very empty..

20.who was the last person you hugged?
#myselfff...im mvery pathetic so dun bother luffin..lol!

21.what is love to you?
#love is whn u feel so relaxed n special wit dat 'sumone'..hahaa

ITS NEVER THE SAME

2009-05-12T05:28:00.000-07:00

sheeshh..

why do i always feel crappy whn i see him..honestly i whn i see him i feel like an ass..damn it weii..i wanna fish it...but 'sum ppl' are nt making it any easier..

sometimes i wonder..wad do i see in him??

1)his nt good looking

2)kinda lame..at times

3)doesnt seem to care!!!damn it..

i shud learn to stop feeling so inferior..arghhh

can anyone give me any suggestions?

hehehe

xoxoxo

REG:)

TAGGED UR IT!!

2009-05-11T06:06:00.000-07:00

1.besides ur lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
#my forehead or neck
2.how did you feel when you woke up this morning?
#ermm..lazy,damn tired,felt like smashing my alarm clock!lol
3.who was the last person/people you took photo with?
#hmm..me,myself n i?
4.would you consider yourself spoiled?
#uhmm..a lil myb but i accept my mistakes:)
5.will you ever donate blood?
#yea sure..if its for a good cause..hehehe
6.have you ever had a best friend who was of opposite sex?
#yea..lol!
7.Do you want someone to be dead?
#mas selamat?
8.what does your last text message say?
#ya kk u tc.
9.what are you thinking right now?
#my assignment..dateline dis thurs!!!
10.Do you want someone to be with you right now?
#yea..to make me feel cuddled up..heeehee
11.what was the time you went to bed last night?
#ard 11+..damn tired lor
12.where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
#australia..long tym ago laa
13.Is someone on your mind right now?
#sheeshh..yea..haixx..susah laa..
14.who was the last person(s) who text you?
#my fwenn!!missin yaa:)

WAD IS WRONG WIT U??

2009-05-08T06:07:00.000-07:00

PIST!!!

Honestly im a lil random sumtimes..n ppl let me tell u earlier i brag about my school and i dun giv a fuck bout wad u think!Anyway if u think im very sacarstic then im sorry..coz dats juz de way i talk sumtimes but i dun mean it at all.Tell nicely n i'll change for u(depends).But wad i did was not a big deal laa..dude ur a guy? Guys=nt sensitive.Come on..giv me a friggin break...wads ur prob wit me n convent gurls!So weird..haixx..i dun knw wad to say or do??Clueless..

xoxoxo
REG:)

TRIALZ N ME!

2009-05-02T21:13:00.000-07:00

im having my trialzz tomorrow..i feel so nervous esp for my maths..i juz pray with all my heart dat i do well!Damn it..im also a lil worried bout my accounts..anywayz im gonna do my best..pray for me ppl..SOBx2

xoxoxo
REG:)

MET MY BESTIEZZ+HAPPY BDAY TO MUAA...lol!

2009-04-28T03:44:00.000-07:00

hyee ya..

i have loadzz to blog about but no time..haixx

anywayzz i blogging like mad today..might be a lil long laa..c im crappin nw..k to de point!

Begins with last saturday,me and my FOTF's(frens of de future) consists of Alyaa,Esthy,Kimmy,Melo,Raahini and Me..hanged out in cs..our spot since like form 2..hahaa..near mah to convent..hehee..Honestly i went der to do moral assignment with Kim,Esther,Tracy and Cindy..but dat fri nytee as usual i was blogging..so i was reading my buntot's blog..i guess wad i saw in de tagboard?"mel:angeline wanna go out tmrw?"..i was like owhh k..whn mel came back?n she didnt even inform me..so i was like ok laa..ask Esther..cald esther..Reg:Esther!! mels back..she goin out tmrw?

Esther:yea i knw..myb raahini oso cumin..*damn pist wei!*Sabar oni me..next day went to cs..was chit chattin at Starbucks wit Tracy and Esther..den we were like cursing Starbucks for their nt free internet access..so we shifted to Coffee bean..met tiffany,ian n kimmy..sat for like a minute..n thought shit have to pay here oso..so decide to go McD..lame sia..we all..haixx..lol!So we reached McD and it was packed like a sardine can!was waiting at de side..den suddenly saw Ian..running...towards us..ehh...Wi-fi..free..juz need sun shytee ass passwrd n code..aiyoo..felt really dumb laa..so went bac..started doin our moral..ard 12 sumtin till 2+..den mel n raahini came...aww..i felt so mushhyy suddenly..Ran i hugged my munkayss..den i screwed Mel!!she was like no..i told kim and every1..(xcept me=.=)..den kim said yea...she told every1..n i asked did u tell reg??she said"owhh..nvrmind laa..she will knw la..since every1 knws..so can save credit..i was like wth??haixx ape punya kwn laa..then Mel,Angeline,Ian and de gang decided to have sushi king..some of us rather save money for..yum chaing later on..so kim,esthy and tracy..owhh nt forgetting my jie(wei lik)...prefered to hv only chewing gum..crazy laa..anyway me and raahini..went shopping..she bought some tshirts and bought a formal dress(i dun hv anytin formal ppl)so i had to buy 1..with raahini's wonderful help..i bought a lovely dress dat cost $150..damn it..anywayz..most imporatnt was that i had a great time wit my bestiezz..i mizzedd thm so muchh..i miss sul sooooo much SOBX2..alyaa joined us later..so we had to cam whore coz whn r we gonna meet again..i dun knw..de only sad part was that Becky was nt der.haixx..missin her badly!..yea..dats my bezztie story..now to my burfday suprise at skul..honestly i forgot it was my bday..y??i knw lame ryte..coz i was too focused on my eng presentation i totally forgt..i was nervous,anxious and xcited at da same time..i wore my new dress..(looked like a granma)..so as usual they wished me stuff..i didnt xpect anything frm them laa..coz of the presentation..so it was kewl..no biggie.me juz doin my thing..hehe..*wadeva*.For the presentation my group was the last..so sad ryte!anywayzz.so at the end of the presentation i showed the class a runway show.so the lights were turned off..after the presentation they were playing with the lights n stuff and i was bz unplugging my lap top n de projector..i was rushing..n suddenly every1 started singing"HAPPY BIRTHDAY"..whn i looked up..there was a big cake full of yummy fruits..and a candle..it seriously was a suprise..i wanted to cry!!!haixx..anyway i wanna say thx to all the MUFY MARCH 09'..u guys r de best..hehehe...

owhhh yea..n my dad bought me an ANNA SUI!!!PERFUME..me likin it..hahaa

damn sleepy nw..ciaozzz ppl..hoped u enjoyed reading wad i enjoyed doin..lol!

xoxoxo

REG:)

darn it!

2009-04-26T02:40:00.000-07:00

*will be updated soon*
*time is not giving me a break*

p.s:suwie faithful readers..teehee

xoxoxo
REG:)

COLLEGE CAM SLUTTING!

2009-04-23T08:17:00.000-07:00

yo.yo.yo..lol!

Today was super fun..We celebrated Derek's burfday..bought him a cake and a wallet..so we sang..cut cake..bla..bla da usual stuff..cake was like all over Derek's face thks to Audrey and Kim..lol..but the fun part is we started cam whoring in class..hahaa..wait da best part.. it was during Manjit's class..hahahaha..did like so many stupid stuff..esp wit Fiona..damn funny..and we didnt stop there.Me,Tania.Angeline,Audrey and Chris went to de field to continue da photo shoot..of cuz Chris was da photographer..lol nt de model..duhh?We loads of emo picx..lol!lovin it..

Owhh..and i lupe nk inform..i got da Student Am..lol..happy?kk nie laa..gonna be xtra stressed nw..hahaa..dats for today y'all..peacin out=.=

#dat kissing part..hmm shud i say yummy??lmao..jkjk..did nt do it!!!

xoxoxo

REG:)

RUMOURS...

2009-04-22T06:22:00.000-07:00

WTF!!!

Y i hate rumours?
1)nt true
2)so mean
3)it breaks relationship!
I dun knw how true dis is..but i need to say wad i feel about it.
I wud never say those stuff to a frend!I might be a lil crazee and rude sumtimes but words like that..describing a fren..Hell NO!!!
Anyway i knw wad i said and wad i didnt..my frenz knw me and they dun give a SHIT!why shud I?

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#sorry for da harsh language..damn pist!

CRY WITHOUT A REASON

2009-04-20T06:55:00.000-07:00

Life is not easy,

People say this and that.

But i dun give a fuck!

Its hard to change,

changes are made to balance a certain situation.

Sometimes its so hard and complicated,

you just end up crying.

Crying without a reason.

Smiling is easy but

smiling truthfully is not.

You may see me smile,

but not know whats within.

I just wanna cry,

Crying without a reason.

I may act crazy,but i

do have an emo side.

Had to go through bumpy rides,

Love to feel happy.

but right now,

I just wanna cry.

Crying without a reason.

I LOVE ME!

P.S:if i looked angry,im just feeling sad.no offence.:)forgive me!!

xoxoxo

REG:)

CONFUSED??

2009-04-17T06:48:00.000-07:00

hye ya..

today was less stressful..was buzy preparing my presentation stuff..
we had math class frm 930-1030..then break till 130..so continued doin my work at da comp lab wit christine n wei ling..asked joshua a.k.a class clown to join me..lol!kesian him laa..my classmate alwiz bully him..haix..heheee..then Audrey invited me to have lunch wit Colin,Angeline and Ash..we went to McD..asking me hw was it?honestly it felt a lil awkward..Audrey noticed.. me being quite is nt normal..anywayzz...wanted to break da ice..so i was askin Colin and Ash..sum stuff..usual conversation..n sumtin weird happened..nt gonna say it.. here..(n ppl dun bother askin me plzzz...begging ya)..so till nw im a lil confused..still wondering why??but im gonna keep it aside..coz im having my maths test on monday..im gonna die again!..juz pray i do better than my 1st test..lol!overall today is 4/5..hahahaa..

xoxoxo
REG:)

RANDOM!

2009-04-15T08:34:00.000-07:00

Hollaa..

im having my accounts test 2mrw:(

da easter pixxiess on da way..muz charge camera..hehee

day today was 3/5..damn tired as usual stressed up..

my pasar going for her jpj 2mrw..lol...gud luck hun

my jie(wei lick a.k.a binomial karen) finally learned how to reply msges..haixx

dis picz was taken wit my buntot n munkay..lol!

tattoo...done by mua..serious!laa..nt joking..still dun trust me ask audrey,angeline or wei ling..hahaa..

anywayzz..im done hereXD

xoxoxo

REG:)

HAPPY EASTER.....

2009-04-13T19:38:00.000-07:00

Happy Easter ppl,

how was easter??easter for me was loaded..my cuzziess came frm kluang..
they came on saturday...on the exact same day Pasar invited me to go cs...wit Marina and Ian..
loved to go..but i had stuff to do..so..maybe next time laa
k back to the easter thingy..so i was forced to clean up as usual..my messed up room..
bath my doggiezz..damn tiring..had presentation crap to do..lol!..
in the evening we went to Aeon BI..hahaa...imagine a huge pack of munkyiezz..walking ard jusco..laughing and screamin..hahaa..went ard 7pm..reached home at 10 plus..shopping like mad..my aunt and uncle goin to europe and mom goin new zealand..so loadzz of clothings..hahaaa..
i oso main beli laa..hahaa..for dinner we had like two chickens..stew..mash potatoes..salad..and pasta..huhu...so full..felt like a fat pig..lol! overall...easter was fun..
enjoy da picxxiezz

xoxoxo
REG:)

*pics will be uploaded later...suwie

FIsH N cHiPs!!!

2009-04-10T18:26:00.000-07:00

shtyeee..

booo..hoooo..im so sad today!!
i did bad for me maths!!wait add maths ryte..wahhh..
never took add maths..n i screwed it..
kk..relaxx..
problem is i cant!within a day i finshed like 3 accounts topic..
maths is like super confusing..topics after topics..with very less practice?
honestly ar..y do dey even have an express class..shud hv joined july!
i didnt knw it was gonna be like dis..
they said it will be like a train..but dis is like a friggin LRT or sumtin..
I wake up at 6a.m everyday..and come home at 7p.m..
dude..its a live of a working adult!im nt an adult..im juz a kid?hehehe
i wanna be a kid again!sobX2
anywayzz...i juz pray nw..dat i get the jpa..coz i think i'll have time to study and stuff..before i fly..sumwhere..either australia,nz or england!
owhhh...dat be so awesuummm...
dats..it for today..feeling so miserable:(

xoxoxo
REG=.=

UNSEEN TEARS:(

2009-04-09T17:40:00.000-07:00

I closed my eyes,
and little did i know.
I thought and said,
I'll be waiting and all that's left to do is
the talking.
Will you take me,
Somewhere we'll be alone.
I continued thinking and saying,
I got tired of waiting.
My faith in you kept fading,
I know you think I ain't trying
But my mind kept on dreaming.
Thought I was head over heels,
You left me speechless.
His the reason for my unseen tears!

*F it..im done..

xoxoxo
REG:)

IM SO OVER IT!!!

2009-04-07T04:25:00.000-07:00

im nt emoing today..

im juz saying im over with my feelings..

its juz not goin anywhere..

im juz lying to myself..

haixx

Honestly ive never had a relationship wit anyone

but im happy..coz 1 thing im nt stuck wit anyone..2nd i learn frm ppl's relationship..

i dun knw wad it feels like..i wud love too but i'd rather be patient,wait and receive only the good.

so me not emoing doesnt mean im happy,i have my maths test on thursday and im gonna die.not easy!!juz finished my accounts test and next week i have another the second account test.Haixx express oso dun laa like dat..

adding to that is my F*(ishing) presentation.Both moral and english(n im the bloody group leader).Aiyaiyaiii..me gonna pass out.Owhh asking me hw was my SA(student am)interview??I didnt go for it coz some shyte ass had stuff to do..den juz interview me laa..im not eager(a lil)but i gotta whole load of work to do..

Lyf is unfair,U juz gotta throw da damn dice!!!

xoxoxo

REG:)

YEAY!!NEW SHUESSS..

2009-04-05T01:58:00.000-07:00

holaazzz

hye ppl..i went cs today..had to buy sum stuff...hahaa..bought my new converse shoes..love the color!bought skinnies(yellow) and a few shirts..teehee..i really like shirtz dat can be read..its so kewll..esp weird stuff..hahaa..like there was ones i read a lady shirt dat said little miss PMS..hahahaaa..i was laughing like hell..its nice to have a shirt dat describes the way ur feeling..so ppl would knw..hahaa..without askin..swit!anyway..today was owhhkay..owhh yea yesterday i had anugerah cemerlang at skul..got a cert n 80bucks..frm da timbalan menteri pendidikan(kinda forgot d name..lol!)dats it for today..kinda lazy to blog more..hahaa

xoxoxo

REG:)

JPA experience

2009-04-03T21:22:00.000-07:00

hello ppl,

I recently went for my JPA interview on 3rd of April.Let me share a little about the day.It was held in Kluang.So i spent a night at my cuzzies.Next morning had to get up at 6a.m(pic of my pucated face proves it).Wore my new baju kurung.hahaa.Then we had egg sandwich and milo for breakfast.Registration was at 8a.m.I was just calming myself and was chatting with unfamiliar faces.They were all so smart.No...damn smart,some had like 14A1's..but most of them were from jb.So after 2hrs plus...i was called and given a numbered tag.I was number 1!Went in the panel room around 10.10a.m.First we had to introduce ourself.It could be either in english or bm(Thank God!..my bm sucks).Ohh yeah..5 to 6 people at one go.So its not a one to one interview.Right after the introduction was the topic questions.A topic in english and one in bm will be given.We had to discuss according to the language given.This group discussion was monitered by the three panels.Damn scary!Then we had to voice out our opinions and views about that topic.Thats about it actually..nothing much.No question on any politician or current issues.I was like worried my ass off..haixx..overall i think i did owkayh<3

xoxoxo

REG:)

I LOVE.....

2009-04-01T18:53:00.000-07:00

I lurve ANGELINE!!!!

I lurve AUDREY!!!

I lurve my BUNTOT!!!

I lurve my MONKY!!!!

I lurve JESUS!!!

I lurve MEEE!!!

I lurve FOTF

I lurve PAPA N MUMMY

and...i Like himmmmm...sshhhh..lol

xoxoxo REG:)

APRIL FOoL!!!

2009-04-01T04:04:00.000-07:00

April fool everyone...

LOL!!!today was so funny..n a lil mean laa..hahaa..i actually fooled almost everyone in my bus..teehee..1st one to be fooled was Wei ling than Kartik..hahaa...dey seriously believed me..n i also saw a smile on Sanjay's face..hahaa...hard to c one...funniest was Ian.Gosh...he really believed his "fly" was unzipped...hahaaa..i couldnt stop laughing..and I fooled my moral teacher..honestly she's a lil lame...hihihi..and like i told my frenzz i would fool my crush!And i did...hahaa..brave ryte..i felt so gud after dat..well at least i said sumtin..ryte?urghh...but i juz wish he could juz come up and talk to me...haixx..During lunch Buntot,Monky,Donky and me..lol...went to Golden Rain..food there??hmm...not bad laa...juz a lil xpensive but drinks are free...so no biggie..and da worst part...dis guy frm i dun knw whr..gt my num...wants to be my fren??hate dat...y cant it be my crush..sobX2...but some person ive never even seen..shytteee..i kinda screwd him...n i feel kinda bad nw...wtf ryte..uhh...i dunnno laa..its juz scary when sumone knws ur name...n num.And u have no idea who da hell is he...anywayzz...its settled.Asked Kim to shut him in mandarin...lol..dats it for today ppll...rest is still a question?

xoxoxo

REG:)

FELT SO WET!

2009-03-31T08:44:00.000-07:00

hye every1..

Honestly..today was fun at the beginning.Audrey,Angeline and me.We were so excited bout our crushes..hahaha..and we talked bout them the whole day.Practically it was fun..but it was very vain at the same time..my heart always beat faster if i walked pass my crush..or pass his class...urghh..Ask me y him..no idea..his not cute...never actually had a friggin conversation wit him..n his so nt friendly..but he kinda caught my attention..haixxx..Most of my frenz prefers his shadow...hahahaaa.
Anyway dis evening i found out his not available...sobX2..lol!i was a little sad but its just a crush..plus i think his shadow might be better..maybe laa..hahahaa..im so vain!!!..owhhh crap..i juz felt like blogging dis shite today..so dun bother finding out who n stuff..its over!
*i love my buntot n monky!!!

xoxoxo
REG:)

SOBX2:(

2009-03-30T07:26:00.000-07:00

boo..hooo

i failed my jpj test!!!shyte laa..damn it..i thought i could do it..i was nervous..but honestly didnt expect to fail da bloody thing!owhhh F it laa..wads done is done..plus dis friday i got friggin jpa interview..and my maths test!!im under loadzzz of presure ppl...will explode anytym..urghh and im being loaded with all da gk questions..bout da financial crisis and politics...crap.wei..i prefer music and hollywood gossip??haixx..sometimes i juz wanna pass out in a swimming pool..hehehe..but honestly if im with Angeline,I kinda feel better..and with annoying Audrey!!!FYI ppl i like Chris as my fwen and as a math genius..dats it..lol!!i do have a crush on sumone...but i shall zip my mouth..esp with Audrey..XD..dats it for today..thk God tomorrow class at 9.30..can go lil late...hehee..nitey nyte

xoxoxo
REG:)

FAINT CRUSH

2009-03-29T05:20:00.000-07:00

Why can't i stop thinking of you,

your not really my type,

but you seem so true.

Your not cute nor are you stylish,

but you kept me thinking bout you.

Your definately are one of a kind,
not friendly and hard to ignore.
Sometimes i wanna hate you,
but your act n wayz make me think more.
Your hard to predict.

I cant see you in your shadow,
Very different than yourself.
Your shadow fits all my likings
But i fell for the opposite.

Its just hard to ignore feelings
controlling them is the only option.
Even if your making it hard to do so.
You'll be one of my colours in my blank pages.

*The rest is still unwritten<3

xoxoxo

REG:)

FRESHIES NYTE-A BEAUTIFUL MESS

2009-03-27T22:23:00.000-07:00

hola readerzzz...

yesterday was so fun...had maths class frm 1.30 to 4.00.At 4 Angeline,Audrey n Mua followed Alex n a few guys frm class to jusco...hehee.At jusco met Esthy,VV and Tracy..bz photostating pprs?lol!they joined us at the arcade..as usual we had to play daytona..n Tracy broke her arms playing da drums..hahaa..At 5 plus we had Freshies nyte..theme was fashoinable sports wear?n me i wore sumtin i thought was yogaish..haixx..clueless dressing..no comments!On da way back 6 gurls n 4 guys squezzed into an unser..wow ryte!yea..n i had the chance to interview Sun ZhiWen a.k.a China Guy..everyone enjoyed his a lil hard to understand accent though..lol.At freshies nyte we were placed in groups..me n angeline were in B..we had to knw our members n stuff..played the balloon bursting game..with my friggin wedges..crap!n dressing up ur cheerleader?a guy it had to be..hahaa..we choose zhi hong.(nt ez to rmb chinese name..suwie)we made him a skirt plus injected botox..lol..balloons..as boobiess..hahahaa...so funny,,it felt a lil real..n everyone cant stop touching it..so we sticked a ppr that read DO NOT TOUCH!hehehe..n da funniest was da sketch..God they were good..esp nicholas..the director..i laughed my head off..right after the sketch..my mouth hurt!lol!!n da songs sang by kenneth n colin were really swit..the guitarist,Graeme(i think) was awesum n angeline had a lil crush*..hehehe..The host were good as well..one of em had hearing problem...kept saying WHAT?????hahahaa..(jking).Anyway our group won 2nd(nt xpected) and i gt a lucky draw?occasionally happens..hahaa..went home with Esther then..it was really a fun day!haixx..but honestly my feelings kinda screwing stuff..agian!sobX2..

*ENJOY DA PIC

xoxoxo

REG:)

AIYOOOO!!!!

2009-03-26T07:49:00.000-07:00

ppl!!!!!

k..college so far..3/5..very tiring..but its fun..
its so different compared to school..mizz convent like hell..
here its like so independent..u gotta do everything ur own..
its nt easy..but im nt completely sad...coz im happy dat im still ME!
n sumtimes..when u decide to do sumtin for da best...ur feelings juz wanna screw stuff!hate dat..y??y me??y nw?there's only one way to stop it frm spreading...gotta hate that person..its hard coz i dun really knw that person..but its for da best!!!but i'll let it flow for nw..
juz wanna think bout my JPA interview next fri!!!!my life's a train nw...its in fast mode..sumone plz slow it dwn:P
xoxoxo
REG:)

new start finally!

2009-03-17T21:49:00.000-07:00

hye ya,

wonderin wads my plan for the future??

im now officially a Sunway student..but im also still applying for scholarships.I wanna go abroad!Australia perhaps?anyone can sponsor??hahaa..anyway if i do get any of the scholarships..its like striking a lottery!but if i dunt..im doin 2years in msia..and 2 years in australia...yeay!!!..but rite nw i gotta put extra..no..triple da effort nw..

Oh God its finally here..me goin to college?..a lil excited.. a lil nervous...juz gotta have loads of gumptions..to succeed!

I made my granpa proud ones...n im nt gonna stop doin it!..yea!

plus...i got a new college look..chopped my hair..yeepie!

i look less old n fresh nw..hahaaa..

Wish me luck n dun stop praying for me..hehehe..thx ppl

xoxoxo

REG:)

thank u GOD!

2009-03-12T08:39:00.000-07:00

god is truly great ya..

all my hard work paid of..im so happy.i made papa n mummy so proud...

its funny..tables turn ard real quick..im so thkful to Jesus..

i know he wudnt let me dwn..i alwayz trusted him!!

anyway..juz wanted to tell dat even though u failed..n failed n still failed..

nvr ever lose hope in God.its alwayz a test on ur faithfulness..

dun regret but learn frm it!dun cry but realise!wrk harder n pray even more:)

God knws wads best..trust me when i say it..

Be humble..nt too..and wrk smart+ a lil hard

All da best ppl

xoxoxo

REG:)

LUVRE U JESUS

2009-03-12T02:44:00.000-07:00

God is truly great,

to kl!!

2009-03-11T02:49:00.000-07:00

haloo,

i recently went t0 my aunts place in kl last saturday..long trip!

as usual i was taking pic in da carXD..hahaa..anyway its was a nice weekend..although a lil bored..it kept my mind off bout da results

haix..damn scared laa..juz pray dat i do better than my trials:)

im done here..talk less..pic more!!

xoxoxo

REG:)

=.=

2009-03-05T07:23:00.000-08:00

feelings..

sumtymz u juz wanna be a friggin robot..

feelings are hard to control dun deny it..

sumtimes u think u feel it..but it dun exist

its nt ez using ur heart..

so try using ur mind..juz gotta do wats best for u..

sumtime having a crush makes u feel dat he/her is all for u

but no..its juz part of u feeling dat way..i felt it..trust me

reality check..nvr shud have happend

so try..juz see,admire,and its history

dats exactly wad i do nw

its juz hard to keep thinking bout one person

one thing in mind enjoy lyf..n U cum first!!

xoxoxo

REG:)

andy's okayh

2009-02-28T06:50:00.000-08:00

hyeeee

Im sooooo happy today..hmm..coz i went out wit my cuzen we lepaked..cuci mata..though there werent many cute indian guys to drool..hahaa..but we had fun..And da best part we met Estranged..we had a blast wit drums n basses..loud like crazy..hahaa..my cuzzie took a shot wit cute Andy..his drumming is f8kin awesum..and more great news..my cuzen got FREE!! tickets to SUNBLAST KL:)..n i think im going..as long its not da same day as my results...boohooo..damn scared laa..haix..gotta face da music either way ryte..so screw it..I knw ive done my best so..hmmm..juz hope i cry wit joy..hahaa..PLUS..i lurve A.R Rahman's work in Slumdog..esp:ringaX2 n Jai ho..sw!t:P
xoxoxo
REG

SLUMDOG+CUZZIES

2009-02-23T01:37:00.000-08:00

hola

I went to my cuzzies last saturday.Had loads of fun though Kluang is really dead..but we were juz hanging around and chatting+gossiping..hahaa..and we finally we decided to watch Slumdog Millionaire!Dat muvee is freakin awesum..love da touchyness..and Dev patel..his cute..haahaa..n Freida pinto..is gorgeous..dey recently won 8 Oscars..out of 9 nominations and 4 Golden Globes..out of 10 nominations..Omg..dis movie made like history i guess..hahaa.Anywayz..i had mad time watching it ..Da next day we did a lil cam whoring..and went ard town..bought bus tickets for my cuzen to kl..n stuff..nothing really great..you muz be thinking..but it was swit for me..hahaa..

xoxoxo

REG

BEAUTIFUL

2009-02-18T02:23:00.000-08:00

A poem specially for my faithful readers(if i have any..hahaa)

Why do we see beautiful??

I want to hear beautiful,

smell beautiful,feel beautiful and mostly think beautiful.

Its not always about looking beautiful,

Its about thinking beautiful then being.

Why judge the beautiful and not understand the beautiful.

Feeling beautiful is a challenge,

not knowing that thinking beautiful is a bigger one.

Someone beautiful is not everything but,

someone that thinks beautiful makes everything.

Being beautiful does not last

But thinking beautiful ignites the past.

Its not about being beautiful on the outside and opposite in the inside.

To me a beauty doesnt lie in the eye of the beholder but the mind and heart.

xoxoxo

REG:)

felt happy...i dunno

2009-02-18T01:03:00.000-08:00

hello..

okayh before i post a poem i recently made..i wanna share 2 things..

1.)I bought dis gorgeous wedges..frm summit..it cost ard 60 bucks..its black n its very sassy..hahaa

2.)And the other thing is something dat made me realise that i am a person who uses both my mind and heart to solve problems.At times;

#my mind says to my heart"listen to me today,and you wont regret tomorrow."

#my heart says to my mind"you relax today ,I'll handle this."

#my mind and heart says"lets Rock 'n' Roll."

But thank God last night,sharp 12 my mind was working and I used it.To be honest..I have no regrets of what I did.What I did???It doesn't matter now:)

Reg

valentine pics-family only:(

2009-02-15T02:48:00.000-08:00

hey..ppl valentine pic...i luv cam whoring:)

2009-02-14T01:03:00.000-08:00

WELCOME TO MY CRAZEE LYF..FEEL FREE TO READ N COMMENT..BUT IF UR HERE TO CRAP..SAVE IT FOR HELL..COZ IM NT UR AVERAGE GIRL NEXT DOOR..IM NT SWIT..NOR IM I SOFT..I bArK N bItE..sO ThInk TWiCE beFoRE yOu DeCiDe To ReAD!!!:)XD!

HAPPY V-DAY<3

2009-02-13T22:58:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Day<3

Its the day where you see lotz of roses,heart-shaped chocos and little teddy bears.We usually get the idea dat this day are meant for couples or different ppl dat are in love..let me tell you one thing i personally disagree on the fact dat today you buy gifts and act all sweet and cuddly..Why not make valentine day..everyday.Be lovable everyday..okayh..maybe its reality dat we do get worked up and stuff..but try taking it positively..it'll definately be for the better..and for those who are still single..chill laa..go out clubbing..or juz hang out with your family and friends.Don't be sad or don't regret anything coz it doesnt make much difference.Anyway life's all about being patient.To me i dun believe in true love..sorry but to those dat do it takes time to either realise it or getting it.So dont rush any relationship or go looking for it.Trust me it doesnt work dat way anymore based on a few experiences.So enjoy the day and dont screw things for your loved ones...coz they are the only ones that will never stop loving you..

Lurve<3

Gena

Driving was fun:P

2009-02-13T03:11:00.000-08:00

hey..hey..hey

Guess wad??I tried driving a car today!hahaha..damn happy..the tutor was happy with my driving ..juz had a lil problem with the clutch..i drove on road..pass the Perling traffic light..passed pizza hut..hahaa..i also did side parking..thank god everything went well..the only problem today was da freakin wheather...so HOT!i was roasting inside the car..haix..but it ended well..didnt knock into anything or anyone..hahaaa
im juz really tired nw...urghh..juz feel like jumping in a pool actually..hahaa..anywayz...im gonna post maybe a poem or lyrics soon..so yeah..juz gotta wait and see..hahaa

happy blogging:)

OH SHITE:)

2009-02-09T23:11:00.000-08:00

Hey ppl,

Juz felt like blogging shite today.I'm stranded at home with nothing to do.Other than tee vee,my novels n yes my one and only computer that fills in the boredness months i have.My parents basically don't allow me to get a friggin part-time and expects me to go computer classes.Sighs*But i acted quick and said i rather learn languages.Mandarin to be exact.Yet like they say,you juz wont get wad u want.Mandarin i dunnoe when dats gonna happen.Because recently i got a job offer from my dad!I am goin to be my brother's tutor for a month.Things juz gets better ryte?Hell No!!Teaching my hard-headed brother for a month is suicidal.Anyway i'm getting paid so no biggie.And as for my boredness level..to be honest its getting higher:(Gotta find stuff to get into trouble..Life is all about us trying to make it worth it..ryte?hahaa..so have fun and break a leg or two..

xoxoxo

REG

MY ANGEL

2009-02-08T01:21:00.000-08:00

It was never easy to love someone .But it felt so light when i loved him.He had this laugh that always put a smile on my face.He loved me so much,i could see it from those hazel eyes and felt it on those warm hands.He made me happy by making me laugh and giving me extra sweets .His dark complexion never scared me but instead i loved hugging him.He always place me between his legs on his ’sarong’ and swings me.That was my comfy chair.I sat there when we ate and watched t.v together.He changes my diapers and took care of me.I was really playful and always knocked myself on walls .He never stop rubbing my head and always said,”Bad wall” just to make me feel better.I never felt insecure in his arms .They were like wings sent by God .He was always there for me.Everything ended within a breath .His gone now,safe in God’s hands.I know his always watching over me.He gives me strength each day.I can never repay what he has done for me.Not now ,not in a million years.But i want to make him proud.I want him to be proud of me.I want him to know that what he taught me when i was young has never gone to waste.He was everything to me.The word love describes him.He is my soul and I know we’ll always be together.Every tear from my eyes is a kiss and hug for him.I can never love anyone as much as i loved him.He’s a legend and will always be my hero. I have one last thing to say… if i knew it would be the last time i’d see you fall asleep, i would tuck you in more tightly and ‘pray the Lord , your soul to keep”.If i knew it would be the last time i’d see you walk out the door,i would give you a hug and kiss you,and call you back for more.If i knew it would be the last time i’d hear your voice lifted up inpraise,i would video tape each action and word,so i could play them back day after day.If i knew it would be the last time i would be there to share your day,i’m sure you’ll have so many more,so i can just let this one slip away.Tomorrow is not promised to

anyone ,young or old alike,and today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.So if you’re waiting for tomorrow,why not do it today? For, if tomorrow never comes,you’ll surely regret the day…So hold your loved ones close today,and whisper in their ear,that you love them very much and you’ll always hold them dear.Take time to say “i’m sorry,”please forgive me”,”thank you”,or “its okay”.And if tomorrow never comes ,you’ll have no regrets about today.

Dedicated to my angel.<3

LOVE ,your sweets

QUOTES BY ME

2009-02-06T02:09:00.001-08:00

ITS OKAYH TO BE A LIL CRAZEE SOMETIMES:)

#Life is just not pleasure,its a way of living,so learn to treasure instead of dreaming.
#The world is round,sometimes theres right and wrong.There are no limits nor bound,so hold on and be strong.
#People usually say laughter is the best medicine.But to me medicine is not enough to cure ilness especially at this stage of life.We need an antidote which is prayers.
#Celebrate the feminine spirit within yourself.Celebrate the masculine spirit within yourself.Cherish all the elements that make you who you are.
#Turn a stranger away,and you have lost the opportunity to make a friend.Turn a friend away,and you have diminished yourself.
#Your ability to be a friend is measured by the depth of your self-esteem.
#When your own shadow is blocking the light,step aside and look within.
#Facts can be taught,concepts must be imagined.
#Bad things happen to good people.Good people make errors in judgement.Only if you can tell the difference between good and bad can you recover fron either.
#If u cannot find a measure of happiness in being loved it is not the fault of the one who loves you.
#You cannot rewrit yesterdays news;you can influence what you read tomorrow morning.
#You do not need to see your feet in order to walk;you need only faith that your feet are there.
#The key to life unlocks beauty in all things.
#Your first friend is within you.
#Embrace love the light it brings can illuminate your feelings.
#For every kiss you receive,return two.Your lips will be sweeter for the giving.
#What you are is God’s gift to you.What you become is your gift to God.

LIFE TO ME

2009-02-06T02:06:00.000-08:00

Life is like a story book,
hard on the outside and soft in the inside.
Open its pages to find out whether its,
adventurous,funny,romantic,magical,boring or meaningful.
One’s life is like a journey,
Read by many.
Different viewz and opinions.
The begining will be history,
while the ending is a mystery.
Read your life with full of passion and be proud.
Because the author of it is
the Mightiest GOD!!!
xoxoxo
REG:)

DECODE

2009-02-06T02:01:00.000-08:00

How can I decide what’s right When you’re clouding up my mind?I can’t win your losing fight All the time.
How can I ever own what’s mine When you’re always taking sides?But you won’t take away my pride.No, not this time.Not this time.
How did we get here?When I used to know you so well.But how did we get here?Well, I think I know.
The truth is hiding in your eyes And it’s hanging on your tongue.Just boiling in my blood.But you think that I can’t see What kind of man that you are,If you’re a man at all.Well, I will figure this one out On my own.(I’m screaming, “I love you so.”)On my own.(My thoughts you can’t decode.)
How did we get here?When I used to know you so well, yeah.But how did we get here?Well, I think I know.
Do you see what we’ve done?We’ve gone and made such fools Of ourselves.Do you see what we’ve done?We’ve gone and made such fools Of ourselves.
How did we get here?When I used to know you so well, yeah, yeah.How did we get here?Well, I used to know you so well.I think I know.I think I know.

FOTF(friends of the future)

2009-02-06T01:58:00.000-08:00

You may not have stood beside me or touched my hand each day but I knew that you were with me each step along the way.
Your prayers and thoughts and glances meant more than you will know’cause I keep them down deep in my heart and feel the love a glow.
It’s there for me to rekindle to light the path I take It guides me,holds me, rocks me,each morning I awake.
I knew that you’d be with me each step along the way’cause GOD gave you to me,with love to keep my fears at bay.

MY BESTIE!!!

2009-02-06T01:48:00.000-08:00

when i was in primary 2,i didnt believe in best frens..and stuff..i had my reasons.i juz had loads of gud frenz i can say.but when i entered f2 i met tis bunch of crazee and cool gurls..i was one of em.we cald ourselves THE GILA GANG.we had fun like nvr before..i juz played..studies was nvr taken seriously..when we went to f3 we wrote a book cald THE FRENS OF THE FUTURE.my group of frens shared many things in common.unfortunately..we all werent all alike.some of us were really smart..studying wasnt a problem..but me..i had to put in effort..but i didnt.so i screwed my pmr.i was placed in a all business class..the rest of them were in science.so this relly made me felt so bad.so in f4 i started doing my thing.frens werent my priority i say.but it was too stressful coz in my class competition was everything.u juz cant trust any1(i thought)but i found a group of frens..finally(i thought again).we cald ourselves RASP.so we were cool.close..to say.but i juz felt different.we did everything together bt i juz cudnt feel the connection.so there i was praying and asking God to give me some1 to talk and trust.And i guess God is great,that angel i was asking for was always beside me.since i was 10.we were frens.and now i realise my greatest mistake.trying to make some1 my bestfren when i already got one ryte under my nose.how cud i be so careless..i cant find any1 like her.she’s everything to me.i dun ever wanna lose her.each time i cry wit her.she makes me feel even stronger.shes definately ONE IN A ZILLION.no words can describe her.KAVITA a.k.a JESSICA i love you so much.im so sorry for nt noticing that u were always there for me.whether i cried.laugd.was mad,stressed.emo.you accept me for who i m..even when i was rude..u advised me so calmly and never gave up on me.YOUR TRULY ONE OF A KIND.u dun need to be crazy..bcoz i like u the way u are.n u stand out.have confidence babe,im with u all the way:)xoxoxoxo

FEEL-INGS

2009-02-06T01:42:00.000-08:00

I know that sometimes i feel so weird and crazy at the same time.Well i guess we are women..hahaa..always getting so confused and feeling so miserable about stuff that dont turn out wll or at least like how you want it to be.Mostly is about a few jerks that confused you and left you stranded all alone,thinking for days.Than we finally say great im gonna forget bout that jerk..after a few weeks or months..we go “why cant i stop thinking bout him”

Darkness always appear when light disappears,
You can make me cry,but i’ll never fade and die.
I may drop,but i’ll put it to an end and stop.
Cause your not worth in my mind.which is made so fine.
Your done with and never will be seen.
Opss i forgot!!!
I guess life is unfair,i might still meet you.
Not here,maybe there.
Fine! i’ll tke it as a challenge.
Look at you smile and wish you luck:)
You may have hurt me.but baby it was not worth it:P
I learnt loads from you,thanks anyway.
I’m moving on,so should you.
You shall carry on loving her,
but honey no one loves like me!XD!
I’m not at lost,to remind its yours.
Sorry to say this,but thank God,
I’m so not yours.
Cause now i’m free to fish.
for a bigger and tastier fishy!!
WISH ME LUCK SWEETY#

I just write what i feel..maybe it might change someones life..hahaa..but please do drop in a few comments..so i would feel glad to write more..but if those comments were to low me down..save it for hell!!hahaa..coz im a nice person..thanks for reading..xoxo

I AM WHO I AM:)

2009-02-06T01:34:00.001-08:00

It is true when people say that life has its ups and downs as well as unexpected twists and turns. Sometimes things take a turn for the worse, making it really difficult to just wake up and start anew. But no matter how easy or hard, thick or thin we just have to set our mind positively and learn to struggle through these obstacles.

I was young and immature. I didn’t know what was good or bad. When I was around 10 years old, I dreamt of becoming a cardiologist. Why a cardiologist?. It was because my beloved grandfather died of heart attack. He was everything to me.

As time past by I discovered my interest and passion was for fashion-design. But things just didn’t work the way I wanted. As for everyone was against it. I became part of the Convent community in year 2004. I was in secondary one and didn’t take my studies seriously. I always obtained poor results. During secondary three, I had to sit for my Penilaian Menengah Rendah examination (PMR). I did not focus on my studies as I fooled around with my friends. My parents urged me to put more efforts and continue studying as the exam was around the corner. I am thankful that my parents did not lose hope in me. I started to buck up in my studies during the last 2 months but it was too late. The outcome of my negligence my results were not to my expectation.

I could not face my friends who had done better than me. I cried and cried. My father told me this, “Darling no point crying over spilled milk, you should have taught about this long ago. Anyway, its not the end of the world. SPM is the deciding exam for your future career”. The greatest mistake a person can do is doing nothing.

It was really a lesson to be learnt. My father than told me that winning is not everything but making the effort to win is. Even though my parents were crestfallen, they consoled me and made me realise that our greatest glory is not in falling but in rising every time we fall. After getting my results, I knew that it would change me. I wasn’t sure enough if I would be placed in the science stream. I prayed hard so that I could go into the science stream. But GOD decides the BEST. I was confused and my confident level was rock bottom .But as they say, the best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up.

The year 2007 began and I got a placement in the arts stream. I was upset and just stared at the clock on the class wall, waiting for recess. While waiting, I noticed a quote pasted on the wall. “Never accept the negative until you have thoroughly explored the positive”. That quote has inspired me not to give up, but to accept it as a challenge.

During recess all my friends asked me to appeal to our principal. I was confused as most people have this perception that being in science stream means, being intelligent students and high achievers. I could not make any decision. At that point of time, the class teacher came in. She introduced herself and told us that accounts and business studies is one of the core subject nowadays. The demand is high, so don’t feel disappointed. I made my decision to stay where I am today and am happy with it.

As I grew to understand life more and more, I learnt to love it more and more. I know the importance of studies, friends is just not everything. Life is ten percent how we make it and ninety percent how we take it. So, I set my mind and told myself that I should take my life seriously from now on. Even though, there were lots of competitions and barriers, it did not stop me from trying. It has made me strive harder. The greatest discovery of our generation is that human beings can alter their lives by altering their state of mind.

I like the dreams of the future than the histories of the past. I don’t want to repeat the mistakes that I have done. I only managed to obtained 5 A’s for my mid-term exam. I know I could have done better. If I can imagine I can achieve it, If I can dream I can become it. I have built my confidence level and know that I am going to make a great accountant. I have even improved my mathematical skills. The only way of finding the limits of the possible is by going beyond them into the impossible. It is definitely possible for me to become a professional and successful accountant.

Far away in the horizon are my highest aspiration. I may not reach it but I can look up and see its beauty, believe in it and try to follow where it leads. Life will never be easy. Not for me, not for anyone. I do however have an advantage by knowing this already. I am ready to take on the world. My dreams continue even if there will be lots of obstacles in life. As they say, to accomplish great things, one must not only act but also dream not only plan but also believe!!!!!!!!
Last but not least my motto in life is “I am who I am and never let anyone say that you cannot do anything”

I AM DIFFERENT

2009-02-06T01:20:00.000-08:00

Most girls say they want a fairytale.I have long lost hope in sleeping beauty and cinderella.I dont’ believe in the perfect one or prnce charming.I am so not like the rest.I want someone that will make fun of me and always laugh at my jokes even if they aren’t funny;someone that will wrestle with me and not let me win just cause i’m a girl.Yeah, riding off into the sunset on a white horse would be nice but playing thumb war while having nachos seems so much better.I don’t want a candle light dinner or a picnic beside the lake.Mc donalds wouldn’t be that bad.BY just making me laugh is not enough.I want to feel secured.Lie to not wanting to hurt me.Most of all i need you to respect me for who i am.I want to be able to Live like i never lived before,Love freely and Laugh so loud yet your not ashamed of me.To the luckiest person!!!hahaha.CODE:LIVE-LOVE-LAUGH